Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Faith in Calm and Chaos

Tuesday 10/13/2015 4:31 AM
To me, one of the most interesting chapters of the Bible is Hebrews 11. It describes the heroes of the faith who accomplished great things for God. The surprising part is that toward the end of the chapter it also describes those who had been tortured, flogged, jeered, stoned, sawn in two, destitute, persecuted, mistreated, and imprisoned. These too are included in the list of those commended for their faith.
I tend to gauge the level of my faith and my usefulness to God by how stress-free my life is. If I am healthy, employed, getting along well with others, etc., then I consider myself blessed and in right relationship with God. If my health fails, I pray for healing. If my relationship with someone is strained, I pray for restoration. If I become unemployed, I pray for a new job. In general, if my life isn’t sailing along on smooth waters I assume my relationship with God is suspect and I wonder what I am doing wrong.
I do not think I am alone in this kind of thinking. Some who have become disenchanted with the church wonder how a loving God could allow evil to be so prevalent in the world. If they allow for the possibility of a God, he is seen as a divine Santa Claus doling out presents for those who are good and lumps of coal for those who are bad, as an impotent old man unable to change anything, or a disinterested sadist who places his creatures in a random, chaotic creation and leaves them to fend for themselves.
In their book Companions in Christ, Reuben Job and Marjorie Thompson describe the true nature of God. “To imagine that God is here simply to console, affirm, heal, and love us is to deny the holiness of a God who requires righteousness, who challenges our illusions, who confronts our idolatries. When we are being ‘disillusioned’ from false perspectives, the spiritual journey feels arduous – more like climbing a steep mountain than like driving the great plains. Indeed, at times it feels like going over the edge of a cliff on nothing but the thin rope of faith. Sometimes we are called to endure in hope when we can see nothing positive on the horizon at all.”
It is easy to focus on the loving, nurturing nature of God but not so easy to accommodate God’s call to live a holy, righteous, selfless life. This is especially true living in our narcissistic, what’s-in-it-for me culture. Any attempt to seek justice for the economically oppressed in the world by suggesting that the world belongs to God and we are to live in harmony as a human community sharing the resources God has provided brings accusations of being a socialist or a communist, both terms of derision in our culture that idolizes capitalism and private property. If I suggest abortion is murdering an image bearer of God I am accused of being a misogynist who seeks to oppress a woman’s rights. The list could go on.
I pray that I will have the wisdom to recognize the genuineness of my faith is not dependent upon the circumstances of my life. I want to live my life trusting that God will use all the circumstances I encounter, both the good and bad, to mold me into someone who better reflects both the loving and the righteous image of God made visible through the life of Christ.

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